51 days to go
The closer this day becomes the closer I become to being my authentic self. People have asked what am I feeling. Well I'm feeling excited. Yes it's an operation and operations are scary, but I'm not feeling that yet. I'm just feeling the joy of what will be. I envisage what I will look like and smile. I have also got the go ahead to start testosterone. The appointment for that is the day before surgery, so I will need to check with surgeon when I can start that. I'm going to be using the gel to begin with and have to use daily. The reason I won't start until surgeon suggests is because of the physical and emotional changes and challenges it may bring. I don't want to add more obstacles to a positive recovery if I can help it. So the end of 2024 and 2025 are going to bring about many changes for me. If you are reading this and want to help me practically, I won't be allowed to drive for 3 weeks, those that know being inside for those 3 weeks will be a str...