4 months, where did the time go.







On the 12th November I started the day with breast tissue. By mid afternoon I was recovering. 
#transjoy in that moment.

So what has happened in that time, how has recovery been, and what next 

During that time I have worked through many emotional challenges, many within myself, some I had held onto from others. I have been challenging myself, looking at things with a new found vision and belief , a belief of myself, that I am enough, that I am valid and true.

I don't hold on to negative images of myself, I see my childhood and early adulthood as my transition to now. Some people it takes longer than others, I just happen to be one of those. But it shows it's never too late. As you will know ( if you have read previous blogs) Alex had been fundamental in helping me reframe, focus and delve deeper than I ever felt able before. This has been life-changing.

The Physicsl recovery has been relatively easy in comparison to others I have heard from. 
Maybe my pain threshold is greater , but I only had pain meds for couple days and my mobility has been great. However I did do mobility excersises prior to surgery with the help of Mal , this helped with mobility a lot post surgery.

I moisturise daily, use silicone tape couple times a week and jade roller. However I do believe having a first class surgeon helped and I can never thank Rosie enough for her work. 

So what did it look like and what do I look like now.Pretty amazing I think. But it's not just surgery that has changed things.
Testosterone is changing my body shape, facial hair is coming, muscle definition and fat distribution changing. The physical changes will continue, the emotional and healing side with be a continuous growth and reflection. We never stop learning about ourselves, but at times I think we lose sight of that.

So what's next for CHé. A new start, that's what. In just over a month I move jobs, house and location. Many changes are afoot and it's so positive for me, for my emotional, physical and spiritual growth.
This is just the beginning for me and my story.







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